Dear Butterfly,
I sincerely hope that you are doing well and that your days are filled with love and laughter like the days we used to have together. I still can’t believe you’re gone.
I had no idea of what I had until you decided to take it all away from me- no explanation all. I keep hoping secretly that one of these days you’ll bring it back, that you’ll restore me back to what I was but somehow I know that you’re gone and so is the sunshine. You left behind a mess and a hollow space in my heart that only you could fill up and now you’re gone…
I won’t lie and say it doesn’t hurt because it does. I won’t pretend that I’m fine because I really am not. I’m broken inside, hurt and desperate for something to take the pain away and you’re just gone. I won’t ask why you’d do it or even why you couldn’t be honest with me, I won’t like the answers but one question bothers me day and night; are you happy where you are now?
i miss you and it bothers me more than it hurts. I miss you so much that I sometimes think to myself that it would have been better if we hadn’t even met. In any case, I wish you well with your life.
Love,
Z